8/11/07

sex and crying,
it's the same

I lay in the dark with my knees to my chest and I wasn't crying then until I was on my back after all we had done, and I said I wasn't ready and that I was sorry and then the tears came and you looked and looked at me and I looked and looked at you and I guess I cry when I don't know what to do, but then you wiped those tears away and I think you were crying too, and I said I want to but I can't, and you ask why I'm crying, wiping away my tears still, I just love you so much is all I can say, what else can I say? And I held you and you held me in the dark, our bodies have never been closer, and is that all that a human being can do?

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